Sunday 23 September 2012

Unfashionable

Doing battle with,
the building blocks of human nature.

Condemnation,
and feelings of pity
and failure.

And all the lies!

That,
coagulate and breed,
spinning out pieces,
of dirty thread,
that bind into place
the spirit
and the questions it asks.

That cast into a battle,
with itself,
the prodigal one
trying to climb,
despite the greasy web.

But ultimately falls,
back into place.

A place of longing.
Of need without necessity.
Of desire without love.

What is this place?

Where time stands still,
yet races on.
Where you are always just,
one step away,
from having it all.

Chasing down ghosts,
of a seasonable colour.

While bound,
to a sinking ship of envy.



A single blank page.

Two simple words.




Fuck it.




 

Wednesday 12 September 2012

The View from Here

Chased by
invisible ghosts

the sounds of the past

hurt 
and pain 
and failure.

love 
and beauty 
and solitude.

simultaneously

because all at once
we are living
and we are dying
and we are calling out for attention
by being alone
waiting for
the twisted hand of fate
to act,
once again.

once again
seeking freedom

once again
asking the question

to know life
to know oneself
lost inside
the sickly sweet,
pink hue
of an evening sky,
rotting,
like forgotten cotton candy floss
melting over the horizon.

it's different
in every place we've been
yet disturbingly the same.
enough to make you loose your mind
on a Wednesday night
just to figure out
what it all means

and where to go

from here.